"Fear"
Some Days I Feel Hopeless
As Though There May Be No Answer
I Look Into My Heart and Find An Unshakeable Hope
I Don't give up because I believe in Everything
An Indefatiguable Never Giving Up
The Idea That My Heart Could Never Truly Break
The Heart Breaks Again and Again
It Seems To Be The End But Life Keeps Twisting
Over and Under It Goes Until You Get Lost
I Do Not Know Where We Go When We Die
And I Have Nightmares At Night
But My Hope is Unrelenting
I Have Never Given Up Hope And I Never Will
I could stare at The Moon a thousand times
And It Would Not Turn Me Into Stone
Thus Death Never Seems To Come
Though Life Grows More and More Painful
The More Pain Fills My Life The Harder I Pray
Hope Is Perhaps the Only Thing I've Written About
The Idea that, If One Never Gives Up,
That One Will Eventually Get To The Destination
The Idea That God Loves Us A Loving Father
Who Wants To Be With Us To Love Us
The Idea That There Is An Eternity Beyond Death
And That It Is Not A Hell
I Feel Heartbreak When I Go To Sleep At Night
My Dreams Are Nightmares and they Break My Heart
How Cursed These Fearful Dreams
I Fear That World and I Pray For That World
I Pray For God When I Wake Up, and For Myself
Perhaps My Nightmares are the Reason I Pray So Hard
I Lose My Mind At Night, Madness really Comes
And Most Nights I cannot sleep anyway
The Things that I have been Through Suggest a Heaven
The HArdness Of My Life Especially the later Years
It suggests the justice of a better place to go to
If There is no recompinsation for my life I think I will Cry
Because It Has Been Hell  And I Refuse To Give Up
I am incredibly tired and I am losing sight of time
Hope has become a word that I cling to
The Very Word Inspires such courage that I am happy
The Very Idea of Surviving makes me smile
The hope of Staying Alive, Of Being Happy
I Pray For Those Who Have Hurt Me A Million Times
And I Really Do BElieve In God
I have never Given Up Hope
As Darkness Falls in So Many Ways I Grow Increasingly Afraid
Afraid for my life and finally afraid for Hope itself
I feel that whetever Has Been Chasing My This Far
Should Have Given Up By Now Or Gotten Lost
And That Is A Haunting Feeling.  Will My Heart
Ever Heal?  Wounds Break My Heart The World Breaks My Heart
The Camel's Back Grows Weary and Tired I Start Crying
I Feel Like God Should Have Answered Me By Now
God Is So Angry Apparently That I Don't Know What To Do
I am afraid Of God Deep In My Heart
In Jesus' Name,
Amen